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... the very pauper to the not-so-very-pauper. I’m also seeing all the missed opportunities and the goodies life could have offered me but didn’t. Thin... ...t to have minus the bathroom. Four steps later I’m out of the main door onto the veranda-cum-kitchen. Four more steps could land me into foreign ter... ...y neighbours. We’re a very close-knit community. I know you’ve noticed that my life is full of ‘cums’. I feel like a ‘me-cum- something’ m... ...ed that my life is full of ‘cums’. I feel like a ‘me-cum- something’ myself. If only I could figure out the ‘something’part. Now, let me acquaint you... ...kfast. She sits down opposite me. 9 I want to say something chauvinistic to show her who is boss around here but I let it go. It’s not ... ...She sits down opposite me. 9 I want to say something chauvinistic to show her who is boss around here but I let it go. It’s not worth i... ... you can’t even afford to feed them? I want to take a stab in the dark and ask my wife for her share of breakfast. I let the thought go b... ...afford to feed them? I want to take a stab in the dark and ask my wife for her share of breakfast. I let the thought go because I’ve trie... ...ty times in my head in order to be on the safe side; I don’t have extra money on me. 12 This queue is quite long. I want to go the one on the fa...

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...g) 217 Sit and Do Nothing — Better (Rav Yehuda Ashlag) 223 If I Am Not for Me, Who Is for Me? (Rav Yehuda Ashlag) 224 Walking the Path of Truth (Rav Y... ...nce. The people who mastered it and wrote about it were just like you and me. They were seeking solutions to the same questions we all want to answe... ...n t 13 Ti m e T o a C T For a long time now, my conscience has burdened me with a demand to come out and create a fundamental composition regardin... ... make such delights that disgust those who behold them. Some of them even go as far as to presume and to assume the place of the leaders of the gene... ...ns based on their own mood. These are the reasons that have prompted me to go out of my way and decide that it is time to “do for the Lord” and salva... ... 21 Th e e s s e n C e o f T h e w i s d o m o f Ka b b a l a h Before I go about elucidating the history of the wisdom of Kabbalah, conversed abou... ...peoples, that ye should be Mine,’ so your separation will be for My Name. Let not one say, ‘Pork is impossible.’ Rather, let one say ‘it is possible... ...man himself,” as the evil inclination desires licentiousness and will not let him keep the Mitzvot. TorAh AS A SpiCE The Torah is the only spice to a... ... have defined Him as “The Absolute Good.” And after we have learned that, let us take a look at the actual reality that is guided by Him, and how He...

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...u- lated on the forum and publish them. From the multitude of material before me, I have chosen those questions and answers, by which anyone can mak... ...(the point that makes us wonder about the meaning of life) has awakened, sent me these ques- tions. This book will give you insights into the path th... ...lah, you, too, can discover your personal path. Be aware that the deeper you go, the more questions will arise, which are answered directly from th... ... equalizing itself with the Creator. Each and every creature must consciously go through that process. The correction of each part makes it possible ... ...ion comes from the Creator! Man has but the ability to say, “If I am not for me, who is for me?” This means we must act as though the Creator does ... ...th the Creator, who is our criterion for perfection. But first, humanity must go through all the opposite situations in order to realize that, indee... ...involved in the creation of the world. These are marked accordingly as Hebrew let- ters. Their combinations render a spiritual sensation of an object... ...the Zohar not revealed until today?” In order to make it easier to understand, let me explain the words of Baal HaSulam in simpler words. First, why ... ...e who come to us, and later leave for orthodox reli- gion. I believe we should let people choose their way for themselves. When I came to my rav, I sa...

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...t which made a practice of going to some church each Sunday and of sending me to Sunday school. When I was about thirteen or fourteen I was baptized i... ..., I must admit, out of religious conviction but because it was expected of me. With a small gnawing doubt which I did my best to push out of my mind, ... ...erience, or at least uplift, would come about, for the i emptiness inside me was very great. My disappointment after the baptism was equally great, t... ...lex! It’s torturing me. I can’t get away from it, it pursues me wherever I go!” She was in the care of a Freudian psychoanalyst, but it could as easil... ...ife as if it was made for you, as indeed it is as far your own experiences go. Dreams may be the starting point for discussion, but they are not the “... ...ten eventually lead to distinct and often opposing systems. As an example, let us look at Figure 1 which is a highly simplified sketch of a “family tr... ...is wife and son—and perhaps other children—while in his early thirties, to go on a quest for Truth. 20 Just what the religious situation was in India ... ...l, until and unless we come to the dawning of realization of true Reality. Let us look at what he has to say. It comes in the form of a parable which ... ...erience, but whether nirvana and God correspond to one another. 31 Nirvana Let us examine a description of nirvana from a major Buddhist document, The...

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...ure most frequently betake themselves, and in them find security, as appears to me, for all their ideas of the second coming of Christ; thence direc... ...he second, which supplies what the other cannot reach, is the Christian church. Let us begin with this, which is the more laborious. Certain thi... ...f the spouse. § 2. All these things being supposed and well understood, hear me now, my friend, with the less scruple and with the more attention... ...tion is not universal, but limited to certain particular points. If now you ask me what these are, I reply to you briefly that they are all those pa... ...taken from you and given to a people bringing forth the fruits thereof: he will let out his vineyard to other husbandmen.” This Christian church, re... ...s early set ourselves to the tedious examination of this supposition, which will go on to manifest itself without either much of labour or of noise: ... ... is ignorant of the Lord’s intimation unto all, before ascending up to heaven, “Go ye therefore and teach all nations…Go into all the world and prea... ...r of those primitive ages of the church, nor of the few Jews who then believed, let us now turn all our attention to those who did not believe, but ... ...e very words: “Thus the Jews shall one day enter, and shall enter never more to go astray; but they shall not enter till after the east and the west...

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...pic life. I feel entitled to force life itself, or, at least, people around me – to yield to my wishes and needs, supreme among them the need for st... ...ne and avoiding it is one of these mechanisms. Their function is to prevent me from getting emotionally involved and, subsequently, hurt. Their app... ...on is not merely a way of life – but life itself. We are all conditioned to let other indulge in pet delusions and get away with white, not too egre... ...nly exacerbates the narcissist's addiction and makes it incumbent on him to go to ever- wilder extremes to secure uninterrupted supply from this sou... ...at the same time, it fosters in him a false sense of "nothing can happen to me, because I am not here, I am not available to be punished, hence I am... ...alents, skills, and achievements. A narcissist medical doctor would rather let patients die than expose his ignorance. A narcissistic therapist oft... ...s behaviour. If you are up to the inevitable confrontation, react in kind. Let him taste some of his own medicine. Dehumanization and Objectificati... ...references, priorities, and red lines. Do not behave inconsistently. Do not go back on your word. Be firm and resolute. Impossible Situations The... ...lovers rejoice. But is the fact that people survive tornadoes – a reason to go out and seek one? The narcissist is very much attracted to vulnerabili...

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...n: SP To all the people in my life Thank you for everything you have taught me and continue to teach me. Table of Contents The Baby.................... ...they must, no trains, no buses, no planes, but from south to north they must go. A journey of months it will be, lorries and feet sharing the load and... ...end in need of his technical expertise, or a daughter's plea, 'Can you take me into town, please?' No problem! Requests fulfilled with grace and spee... ...g around with youthful glee. 'Whom will she choose?' they cry. 'Him, him or me?' Her choice made, settling down to family life, children coming quic... ...ture inevitable, unwanted but inescapable. To relatives in Hamburg they must go; the trek is hard and long, but she certainly won't rest till family i... ... month later, she's dead - operation complications, they said. But why weep? Let's rejoice for a lifetime of giving, for a woman who showed that anyth... ...with the positive, if one adopts the right attitude and rejects one's fears. Let us give thanks for this woman rejoined at last with that beloved husb... ...p star fad, the cricket star craze, like any young girl these whims come and go, in the end matched by a computer with an I.T. whiz working for a fore... ...t the pure, untarnished delight of younger years is only a decision away, so let's decide to throw away the drabness that suffocates our hearts and al...

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...iguous empire in world history. -- 10. Mongols Open the Way They open the gate blocking direct human contact between Europe and China just in time to let InfoTech wonders from the East nourish the Renaissance. -- 11. The Missing Keys to Science Chest Ancient Greece’s fear of the void blocked the advance of science for millennia, but Hindus in India and the Arabs unveil the...

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...ing my smart, beautiful bride in 1949 and then giving fully of herself to me and our wonderful family incomparable love, care, feeding, fun, and fr... ...te blocking direct human contact between Europe and China just in time to let InfoTech wonders from the East nourish the Renaissance. 11. The Miss... ...mails, etc., and copy the book. Reading Forward Or Backward Before we go any further, a very personal suggestion: My own way of reading this b... ...f how the word and particularly the printed word have been used. They can let you move from the peoples of ancient eras, such as the Sumerians, Egyp... ...seeds planted in the 1930s when a junior high print shop class introduced me to Gutenberg‘s invention. There, the ―pick and click‖ of the type in the... ...ere, the ―pick and click‖ of the type in the stick immediately captivated me. During the heyday of Linotypes—from the late 1940s into the late 19... ...moved  Abstract, generalize, and synthesize. Fully articulated speech let our ancestors share the knowledge that helped them control fire and m... ... alphabetically, dictionaries, encyclopedias, and library catalogs let us go quickly to a section with entries beginning with any one of the twenty-s... ... stick, As the printer stands at his case; And one by one as the letters go, Words are piled up steady and slow. Steady and slow, but still they...

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...tures 188-216 References 217 III. VILLAGE RELIGION Faith around me (interviews) 5 We used to have words for everything * Supernatural gu... ... the Phahonlyothin road. It was midday and the heavy heat shimmered around me, the shop next to me sold dried fish. With my wife and two small sons, I... ...osophical term Umwelt to describe the environment of human communities. To me, culture does not consist of traditions maintained by societies, but of ... ...thodox Karelians hang pennants on the graves of their loved ones when they go to share a meal with their ancestors on memorial day, why similar white ... ...ouldn't grow rice. Often, there were crop failures and then people had to go elsewhere, to Chiang Mai, to buy rice. The area of this village was dens... ... to school wasn't considered important. Children went to school or didn't go. Those who didn't complete their four years could carry on at the templ... ... lights it first? What is the significance of the fireworks that are often let off at the cremation? Is an offering made to the deceased? Does the so... ... thinking of going to the field to cut sugar cane, but my husband wouldn't let me. Tomorrow I intend to go to the field. No, we haven't. Neither did w... ...ore time. The birth of my first child was very difficult and they wouldn't let me lie down, I had to squat and a man's loincloth was tied to a beam th...

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... strange thoughts like vultures over their carrion, wheeling about above me, assail me, tear me with their beaks and talons. Dark looms the cloud ... ...hort cut to Antiquity: therefore endure. Father Hudson. Woe, woe, woe is me! Leader of Men. Untutored God! Mind ragged as thy hills, thou must acc... ...ls, thou must accept the refining pain. Father Hudson. Woe, woe, woe is me ! Leader of Wmn. Peace, Father! Do not whine. Because thou hast been ... ... And getting kicks for pay. Nay, leave me, Sir, The argument is over. Let me rest. [Sits down and tries to sleep.] Treason. 1'11 watch beside t... ...n his sleep? Leader of Men. [To Treason.] Will you not leave the man and let him rest? Treason. His sleep is mine. When waking let him rest. Fat... ...d. I'll put it high enough to help a friend. - No fear of that, my lad. Go rest awhile: Stand sentinel upon the shore below. [Exit Smith. As he g... ...Close at hand, The mansion of my agent, Joshua Smith. Andri. Good, we'll go there. 0 Arnold, death is nothing; Our lives are forfeit to our countr... ...D 4 :> Arnold. Some truth in that. But what can we do? Joshua Smith. Go the other way, General. You must give a pass to both Major Andrk and m... ...n haste, good Andrb! [341 1 OF BENEDICT ARNOLD 1 Keep your mouth shut. Let Smith do all the talking. - ! These papers make you seem some Brit-...

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...by the author) THE SPRING Time opens the window of the moment and watches me. I am young like a beginning under the bell of the sunrise. Tender snow... ... the morning brow the nightingale's song! Among the lines a voice throws me flowers. Do you see that bird? Spring rises out of its song. Torpid unde... ...th unfolded feathers. By saucy wavings the Northern wind lightly punches me. The clouds hang like foul chandeliers and life is taking time. The dr... ...ss their strins through our ears. Lattice of tenebrousness. The chimeras go propped on crutches. Like in coffins, eyes are locked into the sockets. ... ... upon the moon. The curtain falls like a heavy night of December. I often go to sleep on a sofa of dreams. - Do not wait for me, I'll linger a littl... ... also appeared America, paradisul diavolului (America, the Paradise of the Devil),journal of an emigrant, edited by Editura " Aius" Craiova. The major... ... Saints are rotting in churches/at the windows the thought/flap the wings//Let's then come to philosophical/meditations ­ close the eyes and let's go... ...//Let's then come to philosophical/meditations ­ close the eyes and let's go/ Anyone is smaller than oneself//­To be, is it a projection into infinit... ...ne the season in which the action takes place and constitute the kigo. Let's try to enter into the intimacy of the poems and the arsenal of Floren...

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... of having an affair with a leading Nazi and spied on her. http://news.bbc.co.uk/go/em/-/1/hi/uk/2706889.stm Abraham Abraham, the son of Terah,... ...xplained his motives: "I confess this (the coronation of Napoleon in 1804) made me think of my unhappy country and the glory which he would win ... ... I have been bathed and the embraces with which the multitude have all but crushed me." Venezuela became independent in 1811 and Bolivar, being ... ...w his body onto its soil. It took 12 years of constant petitioning by the family to let his remains be interred in the country that he helped found.... ...ed moniker e-mail. http://www.multicians.org/thvv/mail-history.html http://www.let.leidenuniv.nl/history/ivh/chap3.htm F Federations Ir... ... ahead of the times in 1391, were the first to use paper sheets. http://abcnews.go.com/sections/us/WolfFiles/wolffiles156.html Hysteria The... ...eds $15,600 a year. The USA spends $10 billion on foreign aid - $3 billion of which go to Israel. The USA pledged to increase its foreign aid by $5... ... and Suetonius claim - he blamed the few Christians in Rome for the conflagration, let alone persecuted them. On the contrary, he sheltered the h... ...bjects in philosophy and the sciences, and concerning economic matters. Write to Me: palma@unet.com.mk narcissisticabuse-owner@yahoogroups.com ...

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... book is dedicated to the memory of Howard Hausman, who demonstrated to me the meaning of friendship. (2) . . . ...J. C) Thank You, Thank Y... ...we all need each other. My friend O. C. Smith says, "We are each other." Let me first thank my wife, Christine, and my daughter Sarah for their lov... ...ll need each other. My friend O. C. Smith says, "We are each other." Let me first thank my wife, Christine, and my daughter Sarah for their love, s... ... George and Peggy Zeleski. I am humbled that each of you cared enough for me and my family to be there for us when we needed you the most. We thank ... ...d built up with the people I served. I reflected how silly it would be to let this asset lie dormant. And my lust for promotion almost equaled my p... ...anyone else for that matter. If her instructions were not followed to the let­ ter, you could bet on a decisive and unpleasant response. But, de­ spi... ...o the Devil's work," as the more religious townspeople put it. They would go out drinking and chasing women. But come Sunday, those same young men ... ...ds with a ruler. On top of this painful experience was a note that would go home with you. A note meant an instant licking. Ruby didn't tolerate ba... ...d manners or disrespect to anyone. Ruby was the kind of person who didn't go along with too many things that she had not started herself. Segregatio...

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...ong search, that creature had found his alter ego in the woman and would not let it go. After five minutes of waiting alone, sitting on those steps an... ...rch, that creature had found his alter ego in the woman and would not let it go. After five minutes of waiting alone, sitting on those steps and letti... ...'clock rock. 10 o'clock, 11 o'clock, twelve o'clock rock - Ghosts won't find me. Ready or not we'll find you. Then there were those macabre photograp... ...d such an aggressive flare of thoughts and yet he had felt that he could not let this stranger--this recent buddy-- this someone he had slept with--sa... ...im?" "I'd like to talk with your son. I am an acquaintance of his. He helped me to get to Toksugum Palace. I want to thank him. I'd like to talk to hi... ...he idea applicable for all mankind. There had been no real reason for him to go to Seoul this time. There were no private lessons there. His reactions... ...m and yet, in full wistful innocence, he equally wanted what he would always go there for: to hear nothing but birds and a whisk of wind in the tranqu... ... further disconnection of any significance would cause such an individual to let a numbness and deadening of the concept of self to take place. The da... ...t of the window. Sang Huin said nothing to the statement of "Don't ever call me." They both ate sparsely in thorough silence, Yang Kwam paid the bill,...

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...gentler sex and has the weight and height of an anorexic ant. Time eludes me and finally I conclude I have one of two options. Either leave the bast... ...ay out or humble myself and grovel to the nearest farmer for assistance. “Go to buggery! Starve you unintelligent poor excuse for an animal!” I was g... ... effort on my behalf. All right, I give up… the mongrel got the better of me. What the hell, he only cost me twenty-five dollars. “I was ripped off!”... ...ay down the hill. I can suddenly hear my four letter word echoing back at me from all corners of the entire valley. Picking myself up, I flick half ... ...y out to the kitchen where I park my butt on a stool. 5 “Hi Ali.” Here we go again, the twenty-questions routine. I give the same answers and she’s ... ...d me with a cushy advertising job. I hate practicing on Ali, but she does go on and on. It’s enough to make you want to go out and get stoned or dru... ...unge room. There’s no shelter at the back door and I haven’t the heart to let he, she or it drown. The leadlight rattles in the door with it swinging... ...enery and the land itself. He has big plans for the house; I hope he will let me drive the bulldozer when the time comes. It’s very exciting to see ... ... it’s such short notice, but....” “Ali wants to see the farm and dad won’t let her travel alone.” “It’s absolutely pathetic! He lets her go clubbing o...

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...g. Thanks for your help sweetie. 3 CHAPTER 1 Genesis 1-11 Then God said. “Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land ... ...urishing crops, sheep and cattle wandering carelessly about the paddocks. Let’s add the homestead on the hill, surrounded by a wire fence and a wind... ...ly at stake when attempting to gain brownie points with demonic officers, let alone the big boss himself. Snakelex has had many an opportunity to wi... ... grip here or we’re having trouble getting your name on their lips. Blind-me-teddy! Never, never, never ask the boss for suggestions.” Severely irke... ...heard saying, to another of the same sex; quote, ‘I wish He would talk to me like He does to you’. We can only presume that A, Norma Mack picks an i... ...r has he attempted to influence rivalry in female relationships. It makes me sick to my stomach to think of the gross misconduct of one of my brothe... ...ing at him. “I do it so well, don’t you think? No, don’t answer that; just go back to sleep. I’m wasting my time on you lower ranks. You deserve ever... ...ed to a bunch of deadbeat brothers. “Get off your big, blubbery butts and go do some repair work.” He received rude hand signals in return. Snakelex... ... another brother. The demon quickly verbalised a message on his window to go up on the public notice board. To Sludge City. Warning! Stella Brown su...

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...e always square matrices with diagonal entries as zeros. DEFINITION 1.1.5: Let C 1 , C 2 , … , C n be the nodes of an FCM. A = (a 1 , a 2 , … , ... ... i is OFF and a i = 1 if a i is ON for i = 1, 2, …, n. DEFINITION 1.1.6: Let C 1 , C 2 , … , C n be the nodes of an FCM. Let , 2 1 C C , 3 2 C... ... revolutionary way, the FCM is called a dynamical system. DEFINITION 1.1.9: Let n n C C C C C C 1 3 2 2 1 , , , − … be a cycle. When C i is swit... ... the data has no indeterminacy factor between any pair of nodes one need not go for NCMs; FCMs will do the best job. 1.6 Neutrosophic Relationa... ...female children is a problem, it is a economic loss / burden, they also under go torture or bad treatment by in-laws and ultimately it is a insecur... ...hs and superstitions to keep the innocent and ignorant people in darkness and go on exploiting them. If Periyar’s opposition of religion and supers... ... that deal with untouchability. Temple Entry Few people feel uneasy with me, but I will not change my policies or principles. Even among the g... ...told by another: ‘You should not walk in the streets, don’t come in front of me.’ How can a human being digest this? This is the philosophy of the... ...hink a little whether sectarian differences and enmity was created because of me or because of the Brahmins of our country! If you will please get...

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...he last three thousand years. Before we define the concept of the Person, let us try to understand yet another concept. If we look closely at both ... ...ossible in a previous evolutionary stage becomes possible in a later one. Let’s look at some examples: in the context of the plant world movement is... ...rld we can see that animals can move; thus movement has become possible. Let’s stay within the animal world. We can see that from forms of live tha... ...humanity was still completely immersed in its animal dimension. We could go on and make thousands of other examples of things that were once impos... ...possible and that have become possible later on. Why do children and adults go to the circus or to the stadium, to a concert or to the theater? Becau... ...tion of love for oneself. COMMENT: Then we also have the possibility to go backwards, to go back from what is possible today to what was impossib... ...he one that my father, or mother, or Society or Church has established for me. All of the elements that I have mentioned up until now are all inc... ...love ourselves and others. Are there any questions? COMMENT: It seems to me that humanity right now is heading towards hatred and the destruction ... ... don’t know if all types of terrorism are the same. COMMENT: It seems to me that you have made a leap here. Before you spoke of absolute self-crea...